I found out today that someone I have run with in the past has cheated in several races. It really disturbs me that someone would do this.
My journey to get healthy through running, exercise, and better eating has been pock-marked with successes and failures, I could never imagine cheating myself out of this journey. I think the thing that bothers me the most is this person, much like me, does not look like your “typical” runner. When you struggle with your own demons and add in what others think of you it can be hard to keep going sometimes. To have someone soil that with cheating is distressing.
I know this person does not represent me, yet I cannot stop being angry about it; the cheating was deep too, over at least three races. Just to get people to think you are running and to get medals!? If someone puts a medal around my neck you better believe I earned it! Earned it with every painstaking mile, squat, and push-up.
Do not cheat yourself out of your accomplishments. The way you live your life is up to you and you should not be ashamed of who you are. If you do not want to run, don’t; if you want to eat fast food, eat it; if you want to smoke, then smoke. But do not pretend to be something you are not.
There are too many people in this world who cannot do the things that I am able to do; people who are ill, or depressed, or otherwise unable. To soil you ability with cheating is just wrong.
I had to get this out here so I can stop thinking about it and move on; thanks for reading my rant.