Today is the –
- 2nd day
- of the 2nd year
- of the 2nd half
- of the 2nd decade
- of the 2nd Millennial A.D.
Today is the –
The title of the contribution today is attributed to a Greek Philosopher, Heraclitus. He is known for his philosophy that everything is constantly in flux, like the flow of a river. I do not know much about Heraclitus, but I do agree with the idea that change is constant.
I work in an industry where change is necessary to stay ahead of competition, to keep our customers happy, and to stay relevant. If you are a parent, change is certainly constant in your life; in the blink of an eye your children grow, they change from a dependent child, to an independent adult before you know it.
I could go on and I am sure you could each come up with examples of change. But by the time we do that, things will have changed, so I will leave it at that and change the topic to me, and my absence from this blog.
It has been about a year and a half since I posted on this blog, and the last post was really just a lame re-post of an earlier entry, so technically it has been almost two years since I have posted an actual entry.
It is going to take more than one entry to go over the last two years of my life, but here are a few highlights –
That is all for today, I just wanted to get my rhythm back, and keep it light for today. I am hoping to have enough to say from the past two years and from the day-to-day.
I should, after all, things constantly change :).
I found out today that someone I have run with in the past has cheated in several races. It really disturbs me that someone would do this.
My journey to get healthy through running, exercise, and better eating has been pock-marked with successes and failures, I could never imagine cheating myself out of this journey. I think the thing that bothers me the most is this person, much like me, does not look like your “typical” runner. When you struggle with your own demons and add in what others think of you it can be hard to keep going sometimes. To have someone soil that with cheating is distressing.
I know this person does not represent me, yet I cannot stop being angry about it; the cheating was deep too, over at least three races. Just to get people to think you are running and to get medals!? If someone puts a medal around my neck you better believe I earned it! Earned it with every painstaking mile, squat, and push-up.
Do not cheat yourself out of your accomplishments. The way you live your life is up to you and you should not be ashamed of who you are. If you do not want to run, don’t; if you want to eat fast food, eat it; if you want to smoke, then smoke. But do not pretend to be something you are not.
There are too many people in this world who cannot do the things that I am able to do; people who are ill, or depressed, or otherwise unable. To soil you ability with cheating is just wrong.
I had to get this out here so I can stop thinking about it and move on; thanks for reading my rant.
I have used this little bit of advice in my blog before; but it bears repeating. Giving up is NOT a good idea, changing your course, changing your method, changing what you are trying to accomplish are OK, but giving up is not.
I took a break from my workout routine for the past couple of weeks, not really giving up, but I had a horrible sinus infection and some tiny bit of drama going on in my life so I “took a break”. Here are the TOP 5 reasons it is not a good idea to take a break –
5. You lose ground, all of that hard work to get where you were, and now that you have taken two steps back that is an extra two steps you have to take again.
4. You know you want to workout, your mind is craving it even if you body is trying to convince you otherwise.
3. You start to think of other things to do, like eat too much, or spend too much, or watch some awful reality TV. I will not knock you for wanting to have an extra glass of wine though ;).
2. People still ask you about your running, boot camp, progress and you either have to lie or tell them about your “break”.
1. The number one reason not to take a break – your body will hate you for it! When you get back to it and decide that an hour of leg work at boot camp one day and then a run the next day is a good idea; your thighs will scream at you like a colicky infant!
Understand that I do know there are times when you have to take a break, injury, severe illness, etc. even my sinus infection could have warranted a few days. But two weeks!? No way!
Do yourself a favor, the next time you think you are too busy or too tired instead of sitting down and resting go for a run or to the gym. I have never regretted working out, but I have regretted NOT doing it.
I love this!
This is easier said than done. There, I said it, I am having a tough time with healthy eating. I smoked for more than 30 years, over a year and a half ago I quit and have never looked back. Don’t get me wrong, I certainly crave a cigarette at times, but I have not smoked and I could not imagine going back to it ever.
Same with physical fitness, I find time and joy in running and exercising like I never thought I would. I have taken time out from routine on occasion but miss it when I do, and those time happen far less often. It feels good to be moving and doing what is right for my body.
So that is two, what I would consider major obstacles, overcome; they did not come easy but they also did not feel impossible. The eating thing right about now, feels impossible.
Here is a little bit more about me, I am hopelessly disorganized, I have report card notes going back to the 3rd grade where my teachers comment on my inability to get my shit together (they said it nicer than that, but it was certainly implied). Right now I am using this as my excuse to not eat well; my excuse to eat what is handy.
I know that in order to work out each day, because I do it in the morning, I need to get my clothes and gear ready the night before, if I do not, I will likely not go because I am too scattered in the morning to put everything together. So, my routine the night before my workout days is to lay out my clothes for either running or boot camp. In the morning, I get up, get dressed and I am out the door.
I always start out like this with eating also, try to cook ahead, plan ahead, etc. Then it quickly falls apart after a week or two, worst part is that I end up throwing away vegetables, fruits, and other perishables because I do not eat them. I have heard and tried it all, cook on Sunday, prepare the night before, etc. but for some reason I have been unable to make it stick.
The other part of my problem is that I just like food, and I like sweets, and other things I should not eat. I equally like healthy food and found that I can make amazing tasting things with basic healthy ingredients; but it takes longer.
Also, I do not like to cook, some people find it therapeutic, I find it time-consuming, boring, and all I think about is all of the cleanup that comes after I am done.
There, that is it all of my excuses, my whining, and my confessing. It does not make it better and I still do not have a solution, but at least it is out there for everyone to see. This part of my goal of being Fit and Fabulous at Fifty is really getting me down, I am not losing weight because of it, and it is something that I have not been able to overcome.
Anyone want to be my nutritionist, for free? Because I have a daughter getting married in less than a year. Between that and race fees, and bills, and gym memberships a nutritionist is not in the budget :). Outside of a free nutritionist, I will gladly take free advice or an eating buddy, or something.
I will NOT give up on this, just that right now I have no more ideas or answers, and I do not like not having answers.